PB

well i dont remember the origins of PB... but i like it.

well sarah and i are about half-way through the saddest movies ever made this week.
i went to quest by myself today. that was really fun. actually it was kind of nice and quiet and i got distracted by a few books that seemed interesting and gave me some ideas of some books i need to check out soon. and also some time to think and clear my head a lil bit. then sarah and i went to target to spend her bday money and get MORE sad movies!
i got a paycheck from work for like eighty bucks which is really weird and really good.
went to el puerto.
tomorrow i'm working with my dad.. in eight days moving into my apartment.. and in about a month classes start! i don't know why i'm excited, but i am.
haven't had a drink or smoked in four days.. and probably won't for a few more. saturday is lauren's boy's birthday party, although i might not even drink there, its on jpa so its close. but chris has been telling me about this dance party that he pretty much created at outback lodge every wednesday which seems awesome, he said they spent thousands on lights, have all this crazy good music that no where else in cville has, and they have one dollar shots. plus its girls get in free. YAY! and its for eighteen and up which is good for some of my friends.. i'm real excited to go next wednesday and see what this is all about.
anyway. i'm passing out so i can get up early. seee yaa laterrrrrrr
<3 mcanalle

strange and beautiful by aqualung (from the OC sdtrk)

I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me

I'll put a spell on you
You fall asleep
And I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me

Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes

real good song. i can't figure out how to delete posts? oops, oh well. i'm texting with my dad right now.. he's such a seasoned texter now. yesterday two sad things happened: one, i found out this woman that i worked with for awhile at ruby tuesday passed away of "mysterious" circumstances.. and i didn't even hear about it, it was like a week ago. and she was one of the nicest people in the world. two, i called my g-parents house to hang out with them and their friend beth (who is like an adopted grandma to me because she doesn't have any family really) was there watching their house while theyre away, and she has this tumor which is now spreading to her face and she's really weak and tired and said it hurts just to talk... but she sat there and talked to me on the phone about school, boys, everything for twenty minutes. ohhh and memories of me when i was little.. i'm sad she's staying there all alone! i'm going to go visit her on monday. lol, she's taking care of my g-mas cats and these tiny lil turtles she found in their yard about two months ago. and of course decided to keep.
but one happy thing happened and that is that.. i did laundry. haha no, ashley and lindsey (who have both graduated UVa) came back to town to celebrate ashley's birthday and denise and jen were here too. so fun. we just went out to the rubys boys house and hung out, listened to music, played rock band (thats a joke), and pong. i miss denise soo much sometimes, i'm happy that her and jamaal are back together but that means she's probably moving to charleston in december : ( oh well, at least i'll have two reasons to go visit!
something smells SO GOOD in my apartment right now and i can't figure it out because sarah and whitney are out of town til thurs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vh3SU9b3qI8

merfest?

i dont think i was really a part of this joke.. oh well! i talked to hadley on the phone for like an hour today and it was definitely one of those. oh, life. so bittersweet. anyway, tomorrow it is on, i need a job, i have to get on it..
i had a bad hangover today: ( it was sad. i wanted to cry.
its sarah's birffdaaayyy tomorrow! i'm excited. although i really wish i had a job so i could buy her a good present..
so i'm about to go for a walk and then go over to jamie's for a lil bit of a cookout. and then its harry potter tonight! i'm so excited i can hardly stand it!!!
now talking on the phone to danni... i miss her. when she worked in charlottesville she was one of my closest friends (and my manager) and we would hang out and go out to dinners and drinks a lot to have MERFESTS. about boy problems. (this is after we got over liking the same three boys right in a row, and sleeping with one of them at the same time lolz).
i'm supposed to hang out with tim later this week. it's weird that we went out last summer.. that feels like ages ago. oh ruby tuesday former staff members..
i miss hadley so much! i can't wait to move into my new slash her old apartment! it's going to be like ollddd times. we used to have "parties" and then laugh at ourselves when the neighbors parties were like a hundred times bigger. "if only someone had a ferret, then i could definitely get us in to that party". lolz.
kbye.

i'm not fat i'm just pregnant!!!

true life. i'm pregnant and unemployed. how will i ever support my lil bean? i'm hoping that these issues with shar will be resolved soon.. i would like for jellybelly to have TWO adoring mothers.. i guess i'll always have the support of kyle and jenny though. thank goodness for them, i've been SO emotional lately with all of these hormones raging inside me. all i want to do is lay in bed, eat and cry, ALL DAMN DAY LONG. it's AWFUL! i can't wait for breastfeeding though.. i'm hoping to get down to my birth weight of five pounds six ounces, and i heard that breastfeeding sucks the calories right out of you!!! that's all for now, i'm going to go drown myself in some cheese and ice cream, and catch up on my cosmo reading. i can't wait to take this cosmo girl quiz, HOW FIERCE ARE YOU? ; )

morning

so i decided to make my own blog.. i'm so original, i know, i know. it looked like too much fun though. so today was a really nice day. i woke up early (ish, compared to the hours that i have been sleeping until lately..) and did some phone calls and paperwork stuff that i had to do, then went on a lovely walk with miss harig, and then had breakfast cooked for me by a half naked man. last night we had a girls plus tom night with twilight and wine and taylor swift and that was also very nice.
its the summer before my fourth year at UVa. and so far its been a lil too relaxing.. i'm unemployed at this time and its been bittersweet. i think its the first time in my life since age 14 that i haven't had a job, and i love having time to go swimming and work out and sleep in and read but umm i'm running out of money? thats the bitter part about it. haha.
back to morning time. i love waking up early! i love walking outside when it's not too hot and the sun has just come up, and making a delicious cup of coffee and reading the newspaper or magazine or anything, and waiting for everyone else to realize its day time and WAKE UP!
walking around grounds today made me miss classes.. is that weird? maybe i didn't really attend class enough to really get sick of them ; )
ok. see ya later.