strange and beautiful by aqualung (from the OC sdtrk)

I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me

I'll put a spell on you
You fall asleep
And I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me

Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes

real good song. i can't figure out how to delete posts? oops, oh well. i'm texting with my dad right now.. he's such a seasoned texter now. yesterday two sad things happened: one, i found out this woman that i worked with for awhile at ruby tuesday passed away of "mysterious" circumstances.. and i didn't even hear about it, it was like a week ago. and she was one of the nicest people in the world. two, i called my g-parents house to hang out with them and their friend beth (who is like an adopted grandma to me because she doesn't have any family really) was there watching their house while theyre away, and she has this tumor which is now spreading to her face and she's really weak and tired and said it hurts just to talk... but she sat there and talked to me on the phone about school, boys, everything for twenty minutes. ohhh and memories of me when i was little.. i'm sad she's staying there all alone! i'm going to go visit her on monday. lol, she's taking care of my g-mas cats and these tiny lil turtles she found in their yard about two months ago. and of course decided to keep.
but one happy thing happened and that is that.. i did laundry. haha no, ashley and lindsey (who have both graduated UVa) came back to town to celebrate ashley's birthday and denise and jen were here too. so fun. we just went out to the rubys boys house and hung out, listened to music, played rock band (thats a joke), and pong. i miss denise soo much sometimes, i'm happy that her and jamaal are back together but that means she's probably moving to charleston in december : ( oh well, at least i'll have two reasons to go visit!
something smells SO GOOD in my apartment right now and i can't figure it out because sarah and whitney are out of town til thurs.
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